damn it man.
WO SHI SHEN LE.
LOLS!
dont be mistaken.
i dont meant tat i lost my virginity.
wat i meant was i lost my voice.

SSQ just called me back.
he was laughing at me man.
cause i cant even project my voice properly.
my voice now is fucking low.
lower than yesterday.
zzz.
keep zhao xia.

going to visit the clinic tomorrow morning.
and tomorrow is the practical test.
fuck!
tis is the first practical test tat i ever hated so much.
cause when we were given time to do our practice for this practical,
i screwed up my piece.
which made my piece looks like shit.
zzz.
tats why i hate this practical so much.
cause i'm afraid tat i'll screw my piece again.

coming thursday will be another test.
sux it..
i haven start studying.
zzz.
dunno why i dont have the mood la.
i hate my teacher to the core man.
he didnt even give us clues on wat will be out,
but just ask us to study the whole book.
which is 250plus pages i think.

i got the feeling tat i'll fail tis time.
but i cant afford to.
zzz.
every test must get a pass in order to go into poly.
i dont want to take retest.
rahh!
so frustrated.

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