Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 6:19:00 PM
stress!!!!!!!!
Hi everyone, welcome to my dumb blog.

i'm sorry cause i know my blog looks very plain cause i dont know how to make a tagboard and also change my background pic and i also dont know how to put in music!!!

today is soooo fucking siian, sir called me today to ask me if my NCC tee design is ready or not, i told him its done but dont know where to look for suppliers and he ask me to ask around from my friends, siian la.

Althought cca can help me forget everything tats bothering me but its also a great burden to me, athenium day is round the corner but i have forgotten the handover procedure its like so wat the fuck how can i forget the procedure which had only been taught to me and not others and no one knows how to do it except for sirs, if i call them up to tell them i sure going to kena scolding again. wat the fuck!!

this happened on last wednesday after our regular training, we had a meeting till quite late tat day with Sir ZhengYi, Sir Norman,Sir Sebastian,Master Sergeant Clement and my favourite Sergeant ZhongHao. Sir asked me if i'm prepared for National Day or not as its near,and i told him i'm not prepared, guess wat my sir reply, he said he'll train me personally, wat the, he can already strick fear into the cadets just by toking to them and now he going to train me personally? i knew i'm doom this time cause i experienced it before during last year's NCC day, even ZhongHao asked me to bring along a few packs of tissue paper... who wont be afraid if the person is the only one standing in front of 4 other CCAs shouting the commands moreover the whole school will be watching i guess, and wat if he shouts a wrong command, it'll definitely disgrace the cca right?

mock exams, prelims and O level is coming soon and i've not even touch until any books yet, i think i'll start burning midnight oils cause i've got to study and score well for the sake of someone and myself.
*its been 13 days already still not used to the days without u around. i'll definitely wait for u i promise.